Home of hodge-podge thoughts, daily schedules, occasional mental musings, and the little bits of nothing special that make up any family's life. This is ours...
Tuesday, March 29, 2022
Stuff
Monday, March 28, 2022
CAF Weekend
Friday, March 25, 2022
Kentucky
Tuesday, March 22, 2022
And On You Go
Monday, March 21, 2022
Monday
Sunday, March 20, 2022
Weekend Update
Friday, March 18, 2022
Retro and Intro Spective
So Thursday, I went up with Cameron in the Champ, and we went over to Glenndale. The winds were down Runway 18, so we had to come in over the wires. It was his first time going in there since he came in over the wires in the back seat of the Saratoga and Jerry hit the pole, the wires, and crashed. He did two full stop takeoffs and landings out there, and he handled it well. He was nervous, and high and fast the first time over the wires, which you would expect, and then he dialed it in and make an almost perfect landing. It was breaking that last link in the chain, the last thing holding him back. He done good, and I was proud of him. I told him that I had been in an accident once too, when I was just a year or two older than he is, and that I knew what it was like getting back in the plane and revisiting where it had happened. He was shocked, that's not exactly something I tell people, and he says that getting in a plane for the first time again was definitely harder than getting back into Glenndale, that he trusted in his own abilities more now, but that yes, it still makes you pause. It took more than people probably knew for me. I thought maybe most everybody was right, and I didn't belong in airplanes. I kept having flashbacks of the world rotating up to meet me and me thinking I was dead for a couple of seconds, even after we hit. I was given the nickname "Crash Queen" in the area and from former schoolmates, and people actually yelled that out at me in the restaurant in town. I didn't have a friend in the area, not one. I lost some of the joy of what I'd been doing because of it too, and I was dealing with an on-again-off-again relationship with an ex-fiancé who liked to come back around when his next relationship would end. What I had in my favor that kept me going and helped me end up where I am today? I'm freaking stubborn as hell. Maybe even stupid stubborn. Probably even stupid stubborn. I left the toxic area, I licked my wounds, and I tried again somewhere else. One more time. And they were good people, and it made all the difference in the world. But even a few years later, the first time I got back in a C-150, I still had a flashback of the accident, while I was flying along. The person I was with noticed that I suddenly got stiff and quiet. I had to work through that, and sometimes it, and the doubt in myself, yelled louder in my head than anything else. The accident was 29 years ago. To this day, some people think I'm being self-deprecating, or fake humility. But they don't know that I know that it just takes a moment and a mistake, and I don't want to be up too high on some pedestal, because it's too far down. I spent quite a few years not being taken seriously at all, and wondering if they were right. I was "that girl pilot" that they kept waiting for me to ball it up--again. Now days, I'm getting more and more attention and respect and accolades, and while most people would probably eat that up, it frankly makes me nervous. The head of the CAF posted on Jordan's post about us flying together that he got to fly with one of the best pilots the entire CAF had to offer. Uh. I'm a behind-the-scenes person. I'm an introvert. I don't like a lot of focus on me. I just like to be very good at what I do, enjoy what I do, and fly under the radar most of the time. I have also worked hard to be safe, and proficient, and...good...at every aspect of flying that I can. And do you know it was probably really just last year that I really, actually believed it? I figured that I probably wasn't as good as most of the guys in the formation clinic, for one example. Steve would tell me I was, but why should I believe him, right? It wasn't until I went to Dubuque and saw the others in the group, and had one of their longest-term instructors ride in my back seat and come back and tell the main guys that I was a really good stick and a good solid formation pilot, that I could actually believe that I belonged in there too. I feel like if I can't be perfect at something, I'm not good at it, even though that's a complete disconnect from what I tell everyone else who is learning a skill in flying. But *I* have to be perfect. And you can't be perfect. Ergo I'm not very good (at some things). I'm working on trying to accept however far my little star rises without shooting myself down and of course without getting cocky over it. The second one will be easier to manage than the first. ;) Anyway, this all brought back some memories, obviously, along with two other things that have brought out old home week. 1) Going through my old diaries trying to find dates on some flying stuff, to no luck by the way, because all I talked about was my ex. I'm so going to burn those as soon as I get a good sized fire to do it in. and 2) me having to write a 45-60 minute long presentation on myself and my history to give in front of a large group of rich people in less than a month, and deciding what to say about myself. It's been...weird. *sigh*
It's been a productive day. I started off the day doing my "TSA Security Awareness Training" which is due annually to be a CFI. So you go through these 8 sections and take a quiz at the end. I did all that, and printed off the certificate, gave it to Steve so he can be prepared for our TSA inspection this year of our flight school. I re-upped my membership to the WASP Squadron of the CAF, as it had expired. I did my annually required online training called 60-1 training for the CAF today, a bigger set of documents and a 50 question quiz, and finished that and submitted it to HQ and my Ops Officer. I sent out three big emails full of info to people who were waiting to hear from me. One about training in the T-6, one about having Texas Flying Legends at our Indy event, one about formation training. I called on the PHONE (gasp) to make hotel reservations for the TBM Avenger Gathering in May, for two rooms. One for me, one for Spencer and Jon. The lady liked me so much (yes, really), that she gave me an extra discount on the rooms. She told me that today I was a nurse. She'd already done it, so I didn't tell her not to do it. It's already expensive to get two rooms for three days. So every bit helped. I also sent in a photo and a bio for the presentation I'm going to be giving. So they're going to use that for advertising on their special guest speaker, me. Yeah. I cleaned out my inbox and am down to three major projects. 1) Redoing the checklist on the C-45, which I am going to work on some tonight. 2) Working on the groundschool I am teaching on the C-45 next Sunday, which I am not ready for, and 3) Writing and working on my presentation I'm giving in Indy next month, which slightly terrifies me. So I'll get everything but these last three things done today, and feel pretty good about that. The last two...those I'm gonna lose some sleep over soon. But hopefully not tonight.
I got the Wordle in 3 tries again today. I have 24 days where I got it in 3 tries. This pleases me.
I am thinking about getting an Apple Watch. They have one with a pulse ox built in, you can look at your emails and texts on your wrist without pulling your phone out, it's a FitBit too, with steps and health matrix, sleep, etc. The only problem is, they're freaking expensive. And if I get one, I'm going to get the newer model with those features. So I'll probably just need to wait awhile until the next model comes out and the prices on this one drop. The ole FitBit works just fine until then. The pulse ox function would be good though. Most of the pulse oxs we keep in the twins quit working, so having one on all the time would be handy.
Kaylee is fundraising for kids with disabilities to be able to have a prom, and they're not getting many donations, so I posted it on Instagram, and Ethan in the 340 shot me a text that he sent in some support for it. He has a son with Cerebral Palsy and understands how special it can be to just have a "normal" prom or dance or event for kids who don't normally get that. Steve and I are doing a 'business sponsorship' too, to try to help. It's a neat thing to do for families with disabilities. I remember the dance we did for SMA Support in Virginia and what it meant to those guys. :)
Well, I should probably quit procrastinating and get to working on my checklist revisions. Hopefully this will go easier than I expect. Probably not, but hopefully. ;)
Tuesday, March 15, 2022
Sixties
Monday, March 14, 2022
Pennsylvania
Sunday, March 13, 2022
Marching On
Thursday, March 10, 2022
Nifty Nifty Look Who's Fifty?
Monday, March 07, 2022
Weekend Updae
Thursday, March 03, 2022
Irritant
It was a good flying day. I had Izzy at 9 am, and we did all the maneuvers for Private pilot checkride prep, and she did a good job. After lunch I went up with Eric and we did instrument approaches. He did a perfect ILS 23 for the first time, so I had him do an RNAV, and then an RNAV circle to land, which pushed him. Also a good flight. I came home and did Ann's dinner, and then went to a Flying Squirrels meeting. There's a new student interested in learning to fly, she's 14 and will be joining the Squirrels for the summer camp program, and Steve thought it would be a good idea if Isabel and I went to the meeting tonight so she'd see some representation. It ended up being a good thing, because other than me and her, the only other people there were two current squirrel guys and one former squirrel who 'graduated', plus the instructors Greg and Steve. It was a very quiet meeting, which would not have been impressive, and probably still wasn't, but at least was better with us two there too.
The irritant is with the CAF. I went down to Terre Haute to fly the BT with Dennis, as I said. We flew almost two hours, after which time I determined he is safe to fly the plane. I send in his form, and get back an email from the new guy in charge of ops that says basically he hasn't had ground school and we need to log our flights because none were logged since Nov and he doesn't meet the requirements (number of landings), which we had requested a waiver for. Backing up. When the rest of us got a checkout, we each had about one flight. I had two, because I had one from the front and one from the back seat. In total I flew 1.5 hours, and was signed off to fly it and to instruct in it. We did one-on-one groundschool with Mark N., the check pilot. Five of us got a similar checkout, including one guy who needed a waiver for not having enough tailwheel landings, like Dennis here. So I respond to this first email and clarify that we did one-on-one ground school using the manual, physical walk-around and discussion at the aircraft, and TCDS info, just like Mark did with us, as we wait to get in our first annual groundschool for the BT. I informed him that our flights are logged current and up to date, and basically answered all his concerns, including that Dennis had demonstrated proficiency in the tailwheel. So he writes back tonight and says that he wants Dennis to get 10 hours in the BT before he'll sign him off and that maybe we could do more stalls and that he doesn't want to diminish my capabilities as an instructor but that he doesn't think Dennis has enough time. NOBODY has 10 hours in that airplane, including me. They all had 1-2 hour checkouts, and Dennis gets stuck with 10 hours? And he is telling me how to be an instructor, and doubting my recommendation. It's insulting and irritating. Dennis just wants to go along with it, and I want to fire back. I'm going to say *something*, because it feels a little like my 'honor' has been insulted, but I'll try not to burn the bridge with the new guy while I do it. So irritating.
Kaylee's coming home tomorrow afternoon, and I think Spring Break starts for her after that. :)





